Maybe it’s because I’m tired. I hope that’s what it is. Because again, I feel like I don’t know what I’m doing and that I’m not supposed to be here. It’s so weird.

Doing homework tonight, just reading, and I felt like I barely understood what I was reading. I felt stupid. Like why does this make sense to everyone else except me?

There’s so much homework. How am I going to get all of it done, and well, if I can barely get through tonight’s reading? And how I am going to stand in front of a bunch of high school students and teach them if I don’t understand myself?

Maybe I’m just tired. And tomorrow will be better.