The first day … BIRTHDAY !! Started the day thinking about all the things I didn’t get finished in my thirties or in my 40 to 40. The blogs I needed to finish. The scripts I didn’t get done. The ideas still floating out there. Ran some errands. Trying to catch up from the amazing,…
Tag: anxiety
A Little More At Ease – Day 16
I feel a little more at ease… just about got my room the way I want it. Closet is organized and my bathroom is now clutter free. Just a few more things need to happen in the room (remaining pictures hung, books put away, and random papers and miscellaneous items need to find a home)….
The Coffee Butterfly Effect
Day 12 How did I end up here? Drastically searching for a towel…any towel, something to soak up the mess. Where do I start first? It’s all wet and with each passing second, brown stains are etching their way into a status of permanent damage. Damage to the carpet, walls…it’s everywhere. Stains on pictures, iPads,…
Southern Hospitality – Day 11
I’m thankful for the southern hospitality that I’ve received since I’ve been here. I was invited to a family BBQ today in Millington, Tennessee. I was welcomed with open arms. The food was amazing, of course! (I tend to talk a lot about food I’m noticing.) I got to sit outside in the back and…
CHANGE
CHANGE It’s hard to imagine a life without change… Change of heart, Change of place, Change of mind… Every part of me has evolved due to change, Every part of me intrinsically desires moments strange, Searching for the newness within me that has aged to perfection, Aged especially for the need of this perfect moment….
Exhausted. Sad. Weird. – Day 6
The feeling I didn’t want to have at the end of today Is the feeling that I’m currently feeling anyway It was the last time I’d see my family for a while So all I really wanted to do was enjoy the day and smile I wanted to take my time, relax and soak up…
Faith For The Little Things – Day 5
Two days ago, I lost a very small pill in my apartment. As I tried to take the pill, it fell out of my mouth (don’t ask how that happened) and hit the floor. Because I heard it hit the floor, I figured it had fallen somewhere near and I could just reach down and…
The Spirit Of The Let Go – Day 4
Moving is not the problem, it’s leaving things behind I feel like if I walk away, these things I’ll never find It’s starting to become a burden, a fear in its own right One that wants to keep me up tossing and turning all night What if I throw away something important, something I’ll need…
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